Shifting...

I can feel myself subtly shifting gears again. A couple months ago I had a sudden desire to hang around with the guys in the basement of my college's student center and play cards whenever I wasn't in class. At the same time I lost interest in writing and reading. I found myself playing with my games more then normal. But now, just in the past couple of days, i've felt myself shifting away from that again. I've passed up playing with my friends twice now in favor of more time at home to myself. I've begun re-reading stories I enjoy and searching out new reads. I've updated some of my fanfiction online and feel the need to continue writing. Yet at the moment I feel stuck in the middle. Lost in Translation you might say. (Yes I know, its a movie) I'm conflicted. I desire both and yet don't. And this feeling extends farther then just desires to change past times. I feel like i've backed off from my relationships, particularly my relationship with my girlfriend. I don't know if she's noticed but I can't help but feel like i've partially shut myself off from her, maybe even going so far as to say i've been avoiding her or pushing her off ever so slightly. I don't know if I mean it or not. Maybe its just a need for space. A light melancholy mood that's lasting longer then just a day or two perhaps. Grr...its kinda annoying but i'll manage.

...Or Not

So much for that...

SEAHAWKS FOR THE WIN...

Here's to all those Seahawks fans out there.

Good luck Seattle! Kick ass!